Waiting In Vain

"I Don't Wanna Wait In Vain For Your Love"

One of the verse in a music name "Waiting In Vain". Are you waiting in vain now for someone's love?

How long have you been waiting? 1 Week? 2 Months? Or 3 Years!? Whether the wait is really worth it later on, that is another obstacle that you have to succumb once the other person really accept your love. How long was your last relationship last? Well mine was almost 1 year if I'm not mistaken.

Everything was so fast, I wasn't waiting for her love. Maybe there was a price to pay for that. In the end we broke of because of some reason that both of us could not talk out to it. Does this one "blip" in my life make any difference in my life? Well it did, things turn out bad for me as times goes by. I've rarely have any chance to meet any girls after that. Let alone dated anyone, was anti social for few months after I broke up with my 1st ex. I did have a friend that I could count on that time. But as times goes by, she also have her own personal things to settle with. So I was alone yet again.

Was kind of sick of how I turn out one day, so I decided to be myself again. I mix with the crowd again, gain some self confidence again in the process. Dated few colleagues in the office, didn't turn out great as well. Note to self:-

1. Never rush into a relationship.
2. Never sacrifice yourself to them to show how sincere you are.
3. Just be yourself (heck, someone who loves you doesn't care much as long as you are who you are)
4. Don't exchange phone numbers when you meet for the 1st time. If you did happen to exchange phone numbers, try not to call the instance you got them. Lets say maybe in 3-4 weeks (optional, just don't call them once you got their phone number!) time?
5. Don't date when you meet them for the 1st time.
6. Just go slow, the tortoise always wins the hare... hmm...

More to come, till tomorrow then. Have a good week ahead.