5 Seconds It Takes To Countdown,
5 Seconds It Takes For Me To Make Someone Cry, (Well I Can Do This, Just Try Me =P )
5 Seconds It Takes For You To Take Something From Me,
5 Seconds It Takes For Me To Forgive Someone,
5 Seconds It Takes For Me To Count From One To Five,
5 Seconds Is All I Need To Spend My Whole Life Time With You.
This poem is dedicated to someone who has taken something from me that I have lost for the past 3 years. It’s my great pleasure to meet you.
How about this week’s coming new year? Are you going to spend it with your love ones? Or are you going to be all alone at home again? For those who are going to be alone at home, I suggest that you give someone a call ushering into the new year, wish them all the best in the coming months ahead and all his/her aspirations for the whole year will come true and fruitful… hmm…
For those who are spending their time ushering into the New Year with their friends and love ones, I wish you all will be friends for ever and for those love birds, may your love be as the stars in the sky. The position on them will never be moved…
So many things happen this year, as every year past by for me. These past three year counting from 2004 have been a quite challenging time for me and my trusty brain. I learn so many things; meet so many friends and foes. I’ve never tasted love since then, let alone spending my festive season with my other half… should I find one. But then again, I still have friends =) all is not lost. To love someone is to love them without boundary; even he/she didn’t return your love. You can still be friends?
I’m getting tired, but I must go one with my life. There are so many things that left undone. Is up to me to finish those tasks given by people or by god. To God, I would like to apologies that I have forgotten you this past few months. I have never forgotten about you. I will never forget about you. Thou I fear you, but I will never stop loving you.
For everyone who frequent patron my blog, I would like to wish you a Merry Belated Christmas and a Happy New Year.
Ushering to year 2005.
See you guys again!!!
Adios, Terima Kasih, Thank You and Sayonara
1/4 century of my life has just passed. Nothing much happen today, so busy with my work as usual. Finally my passion for my work slowly coming back to my life. So much thing happen when you turn old each year. Some are good, some are bad. Some are the same, some are just different.
My ex-girlfriend send me a SMS (Short Message System : Cellular Phone) today, It was the least person that I aspect to wish me happy birthday. Another surprise message received today, from someone I knew introduce to me by my colleague. How things turnout for me.
As usual my birthday celebration was at a small scale. Got myself a birthday present in a shape of a computer hardware device - soundcard. =') Finally I'm able to taste some eargasm... To h3ll with Creative!
Can't wait to be 50?
Had my end of the year appraisal yesterday. The same old story again, I have to overcame myself before I'm able to move a step further in the company. Not just about the my position in the company now, is about the faith that certain people have in me at the company.
Should I disappoint them further? Or should I strive/soldier on and hope for the best? Or take up the challenges ahead just like every single breath you take is a fresh air for your lung just like when you're 1st come out of your mother's womb...?
"I Don't Wanna Wait In Vain For Your Love"
One of the verse in a music name "Waiting In Vain". Are you waiting in vain now for someone's love?
How long have you been waiting? 1 Week? 2 Months? Or 3 Years!? Whether the wait is really worth it later on, that is another obstacle that you have to succumb once the other person really accept your love. How long was your last relationship last? Well mine was almost 1 year if I'm not mistaken.
Everything was so fast, I wasn't waiting for her love. Maybe there was a price to pay for that. In the end we broke of because of some reason that both of us could not talk out to it. Does this one "blip" in my life make any difference in my life? Well it did, things turn out bad for me as times goes by. I've rarely have any chance to meet any girls after that. Let alone dated anyone, was anti social for few months after I broke up with my 1st ex. I did have a friend that I could count on that time. But as times goes by, she also have her own personal things to settle with. So I was alone yet again.
Was kind of sick of how I turn out one day, so I decided to be myself again. I mix with the crowd again, gain some self confidence again in the process. Dated few colleagues in the office, didn't turn out great as well. Note to self:-
1. Never rush into a relationship.
2. Never sacrifice yourself to them to show how sincere you are.
3. Just be yourself (heck, someone who loves you doesn't care much as long as you are who you are)
4. Don't exchange phone numbers when you meet for the 1st time. If you did happen to exchange phone numbers, try not to call the instance you got them. Lets say maybe in 3-4 weeks (optional, just don't call them once you got their phone number!) time?
5. Don't date when you meet them for the 1st time.
6. Just go slow, the tortoise always wins the hare... hmm...
More to come, till tomorrow then. Have a good week ahead.
“Fate”...
What is the true meaning behind the word “fate”? Are they many ways to interpret this meaning for us to understand the meaning behind it better?
Is it good for our life? If so, is it good for us to think that nothing is seems to be going our way at times and is this due to our “fate”? Then it comes to the point in that our lives are revolved around “fate”… but then does our love lives also revolves around it. How do we manage our own “fate”? Do we have to do lots of things to make our lives much better for us? Do we have to do the things that we ourselves despise of and not fond of doing it?
Sometimes I wonder myself, does each passing day have its own meaning towards our lives? How can we fully make use of each day so that we could actually achieve something that will make us happy and enjoy being alive? Do we have to tempt “fate” to tango with us on our daily lives? I don’t think so.
As things come and go as well as the time. People often blame “fate” on things that has taken place on our daily lives. Let me ask you this, Can’t you control your own “fate”? Are they hard to control? Are they hard to come by? How do I know when “fate” is taking its place now in our day? How do I swallow the fact that things happen are cause by “fate”?
Be more aware of the things that comes by, it might be good and bad. But at times things that are happening with our lives are just part and parcel of things to come as each day unfolds upon your eyes.
I’m just not myself today, I’m am currently tempting “fate” to take hold on my life. I know this is bad, most of you viewers here may even say that I’m stupid or something to let “fate” run my life. Finally I got a phone line, now in the processed on getting a broadband service running so that I can update this block as frequent as possible… maybe, just maybe =P.
December is my favorite month of the year, may it be the festive days that are coming or my job year end appraisal. I just love this month, as it holds a special meaning in my life. Not just about life, is just about myself. A journey to man hood? Or a journey to Mr. Nobody?
