I just can't wait anymore...(just go toilet then...)

ARGG!!! the agony!!!

WTF IS THIS!!! Dammit!!! GRRR... I swear I could burst into flames right now.

Today is just not the day to talk about anything. I just suck!!! period. Yeah as I have foresee this, when my Boss is not around... my department always will get bloody busy. 1st, one person from the Finance department ask me to retrieve a file. Fine, so I asked her. How old is the file? She reply is a 1998 file. Then I was like dumb folded... speechless I was but then I can't offend this person which I would like to call her "so called very important in the company" I told her that is not that easy to retrieve old files. As they are stored in backup tapes. So I have to succumb to retrieve that file for her... so tomorrow I have to dig the dirt up and help her look for those files again... bah!!!

I can't rant much now, is part of my J.O.B... bah!!!

Yeah I like to be spoon feed!!! yes I am. BUT I'm in the process of getting this over with. Why you ask? Well to tell you the truth, is all thanks to my best friend now. He helped me a lot, show me and tell me all my weaknesses as well as ways to improve myself. I get mad very very quickly last time. But now... ill just hold my breath when I get mad. Think the most rational way to solve the problem or the fucking thing that just happen. Most important thing is... SMILE!!! yes SMILE!!! ha!!! is not that difficult to do, my friend once said... in fact is damn true. You use less muscle to smile then frown...

I'm afraid this habit of getting fumed/mad easily is one of the main reason now of me not getting someone special in my life... Why so? well once I get to know a person more... I tend to... erm... let her know my bad habits... well not to say bad habits but the other side of me... but once they hear that I was a hot headed buffoon last time... surprisingly... most of them when missing or erm... amazingly lost interest in me... so from now on ill just keep every single of this past to myself... BAH I already told you guys here... so what is the point on doing so right now...

AHAHAH!!!

Now I'm looking forward to this coming weekend... starting tomorrow onwards... what is it all about??? Well, I will tell you all about it tomorrow... as I going to do something that I'm am very much looking forward to be or work as a full time basis. (yeah... stop thinking about those stupid things... wtf I'm trying to say here??? you guys go figure. Sorry to be rude here =P ahahah!!!)

p/s: the promised pictures of my evirob figurines are not available... why? because I'm am seriously busy at the moment... ah the joy of getting it. The next thing you know... bam...!!! being labeled "fucking busy" sien...