Erase and Rewind

Damn, didn't have enough sleep last night. This is all due to my bloody housing area having some electrical power failure. Didn't even sleep well last night. Reason, had this bloody "half awake dream" and was strangle by the neck by a don't know who woman/girl. It was surreal... I can even feel her fingers when I stop what she was doing to me!!! Anyone know how to interpreted this dream, please let me know...

I'm so freak out with this dream at the moment... Can't seem to get it of my mind... argg... What a way to start you day off... As usual... Bah!

Give me a reason!

Yeah, the reason that I have been missing for the past few weeks and also not updating my blog is simple. I have my own life to live for as well ='P. At the moment my life is so unclear, in my previous blog entry's I have mention that I will quit my current job. Now the problem is like this, whether is good or not for my future. I still have to go on with my life. Nothing can be whine about now. Ill just take everyday now as it comes, well maybe do a little thinking on what is the best job out there that I can venture in. Maybe writing, or get back the same kind of job that I'm in now. And I choose to do writing now, for some gaming magazine. Let see how will things turn out for me, yeah my England is still bad =P. So sue me! Eheheh. Alright then... cya in awhile... Perhaps another few more weeks... Or months... Before I update this blog... Again!!! =P

Take care to all who reads my blog, and peace on earth.

Where the fuck am I?

Yeah it's been really really awhile since I last posted anything on my blog... reason... my mind is currently blank like an empty well... will try and see If I could remember what happen on my life for the past few weeks... and see what story I can cook up. Yeah added some photo at my site... hope you guys notice it... hmm... well that is my baby photo from my 1st passport for Malaysia-Singapore... talk about baby face...

Later guys.

ROAR!!! Part 1

Yeap... back to Malaysia, for now. What a weekend for me last week. This is how my trip goes as I remember. The journeys begin on Friday, brought the bus ticket that departs from KL to Singapore at 5:30PM... and guess what... didn't bloody make it in time to board that bus!!! I was so pissed off at that time… I literally swear at all the words that were coming out from my conversation at that time. I would like to apologies for this bad habit of mine and for those who I have offended… the ala Hulk is not likened here.

Who was it to blame? Who else, but myself.

I didn't plan my time properly prior on taking leave on Friday and then have to take care of some unfinished business before I leave KL to Singapore. Sigh, so what do I do next? I brought another bus ticket to Johore Bahru. I had to inform my sister that I will be late because I didn’t make it to the 5:30PM bus that I was suppose to board.

It so happen that the bus companies stop at one of the rest and relax place at Johore, my sister told me to see whether I was able to board that bus to Singapore that I missed. I happen to be in luck and manage to board that bus from the R&R they have stop for a break. A note to myself in the future, if you are traveling please give yourself and others a 1 hour buffer time before the time of departure.

Reach Singapore at about 11:45PM, my sister came over to pick me up at the Woodlands checkpoint the new place where she's staying, it's located just few kilometers away from the checkpoint. My sis cooked noodles for me for supper, I was hungry I didn’t manage to take my dinner when I were at the R&R because had to catch that 5:30PM bus which I had missed. Slept at 1AM, and that is basically how I spend my 1st day at Singapore.

The next day, wake up at 8AM. Have to get ready and go to Suntec Convention and Exhibition Hall. Covering an event there, so have to be early. Well actually I didn’t know what time that event start and end. So I just have to be there early. Guess what, the event starts at 11AM. My sister and I reach there at about 9:30AM… talk about not getting late again. Note to self again, make sure you know what is the time of any events that you are going to attend in the future.

So we took this time and walk around the Suntec Shopping Complex, she show me around the place. Which I remember how it looks like from my previous trips. Not much change since then, some new shops around. Most of them are restaurant, I think this is the best business that one could make a living at Singapore. My sis had an appointment at 10AM, so she had to leave. Thus I was around the area until the event start… was wandering around the place.

Was at the event from the start to the end, taking photos and talking with my friend who was at the event few days earlier. We had lunch on one of the food court there, I must say I missed Malaysia food when I tasted Singapore ones. No offence to Singapore for their food, but it’s just too healthy. I had the Bamboo Rice with Mince Meet and Salted Egg, and the egg not even salted. Sigh… so I guess if I were to work at Singapore… ill might spend some time preparing my lunch and dinner!!!...

to be continue…

Here I come...

Yeap... taking MC tomorrow just to finish all my task before I head to Singapore for the weekend... eheheh... shhh... don't tell my boss yeah... =P eheheh. Cya later guys...

I feel pretty... oh so pretty...

Hmm... not that i'm gay or what... just feel very happy today =) eheheh... hmm I guess this is what I'm going to blog about today =) cya guys... zoommm...

Up up and away...

Not exactly Superman... but given the chance to test any computer related products... well I don't exactly say no to it. In fact ill take my chance on it. Today manage to get the newest Intel 925X BC Chipset motherboard and the Intel Pentium 4 560 3.6GHz Prescott system up and running. So far... wasn't impressed much by it... the CPU temperature was way of my personal temperature threshold... well I think this applies to some people out there. Not just me... I think Intel is losing this battle of processor this year... AMD is fast rising to their expectation on their 64 bit processors.

So who would you go for??? AMD or Intel?

Did I bore you guys to death? Well this is what the happy side happen today, don't want to talk about the unhappy side of it...

That's it, I had enough...

Yup... I have made up my mind on lots of thing. Meet my friend last week... we had a great conversation. He make me realised that I need to do something now before it's really too late. This few coming months will be a make or break for my entire life. Whether I'm able to achieve it without much problem it's all going to depend on my will power.

Maybe good maybe bad...

Yeah... just got a news from my friend... he got some surprise for me... some news. Well hope it's good... cause I really need something good to listen to at the moment. Really getting sick and tired of my job here. Oh yeah... came late to work again today... watch DVD movies again last night. Sigh... so bored... but brought myself some music CD yesterday, one from Travis and other one from Beastie Boys. Urggghhh...

One month old...

Yeah one month into this blog of mine... nothing to brag about... but I kind of proud of myself at the moment... being able to blog if there is time given... is a luxury that ill will take advantage of it. I would like to thank those who visit my blog. Hope you guys enjoy it... if you aren't enjoying it... well don't bother to come again... yeah very straight forward on this. I don't want to be the one to be blame for wasting your precious time... with my insignificants entries.

GPRS... sux... but...

What can I do about it? Well just have to wait for the fucking housing developer or Terrokom to come with an agreement on when the bloody phone line should be fix... till then... I just have to wait, wait, and fucking wait... sigh... using this GPRS is almost going back to Stone Age... I mean in the time of the 14kp/s Modem!!!... This is worst then using 28.8kp/s... believe me...

Oh… woke up precisely at 4:45pm today, yeah… There is a reason for this… I slept at about 6:30am... and was at my friend’s place playing mahjong… although we didn’t have a good game out of this… but we actually enjoy it… sigh… was having hard time reading those Chinese characters… me not Chinese educated… so I kind of feel sick that I can’t read my mother tongue language.

Well I don’t have any regrets on this… but if I were given the chance to learn it when I were young… ill take it… but it was not given so… nor I had the passion to learn it at my time… even though there were POL (People Own Language) classes held at my school at that time… I don’t even bother to learn it… so if I want to blame… ill blame it on myself...

That is all the rant for today… goodnight... oh yeah… my dad is back from Hong Kong… now ill will spend more time with him =)

Are you patriotic?

How to answer this question? Well you can say… I break sweat for my country, by paying my income tax ler… like this also not enough ar??? For some this would be one of the answers given. But for once… have you ever think of singing the national anthem song when it’s being played in the air? I mean being played in any public area… without thinking much about whether it will embarrass you or not.

But I think I just did it out of the blue yesterday… without thinking much… maybe it was in my blood to sing the national anthem… for once… or maybe it’s been awhile since I did such thing. The last time I did this… was way back in my secondary school days… how lame was that… Is there any other way for you to prove that you are patriotic? Would you climb the highest mountain for it? But I think this has already been done. What would you do for your country???

I would like to wish all Malaysian here happy National Day.

Merdeka!!!

Are we there yet...

Was at Klang this morning, helping out my friend’s side business. To make matter worst… I didn’t sleep again. Yes “zombie” again… I ask myself this question lots of times… is it so hard to wake up on time? Why is it so hard? Are we not motivated to wake up everyday? Or we some how know what will happen in the end of the day. But for me… is like a cycle of “wake up late” I can’t for once consistently wake up every single day on the same time.

Is it because I have already bored of my own life? I would like to wake up everyday in time for my work. But is just so hard… Maybe I’m fucking bored with my current job. Do I need more challenges at the moment? Or stick with my current job and leave by mid of next year? Or start to plan on what I should be doing or working for in the next coming months. Who knows… on Monday, ill might just throw in my resignation letter… but it’s seems too hard for me to do it now.

Only time will tell…

Bah… ranting again…

There is a new commuter station just open around the vicinity on the place I’m working at. It has its good and bad… but one thing for sure it’s basically suck… big time. For once I wish the Malaysia government, revamp the whole fucking transportation structure in the country. By all means… start with the bloody bus services. They don’t seem to be reaching around the destination on time. And I mean always not on time. Also this depends on certain areas… how lame can you get. For those people like me who usual

To make matter worst… the traffic condition on the Klang Valley are not that sweet of sight… even at the time of 10PM on any day… there are bound to have some stupid traffic jam somewhere along the usual roads… Just like yesterday while I was on my way back from covering the WCG event… got stuck in the bloody traffic jam for like one and a half hours… talk about driving home late at night…!!! Oh yeah… posting now at Mid Valley Exhibition Hall at the center of the Mid Valley MegaMall… finally manage to get this bloody WiFi running…

Hmm... shall we tango?

Yeah, no one is accompanying me tonight at the office, all alone... 1st time in many moons. Just finish my dinner cum supper... as show below... how pathetic eh? What to do, so many things to rush before I go on leave tomorrow. Deployed 3 fully usable PC in one day, oh yeah things just got worst. Tomorrow there is an exam for my Visual Basic module... wow... haven't even started study yet...

2 Pack of Nissim noodle and a green apple.


Soggy Nissim noodle, (CCB!!! what a waste... where is my consistency...!!!) the green apple again, plus... cooled water in adidas water bottle.

Ill be running around again tomorrow, will be covering this event WCG 2004 Malaysia. My 1st time writing live report for another website, hope I do well... sigh... better be another good weekend for me. Oh yeah yesterday was pay day for me...

#(-_-) hurray my foot... looking forward to next pay day...

*(-_-) GRRR!!!

So fucking busy today... don't even have time to post a decent blog. ARGGG... don't even have time to take a pee or shit... dammit!!!

Will blog more later at night... sien!!!

I just can't wait anymore...(just go toilet then...)

ARGG!!! the agony!!!

WTF IS THIS!!! Dammit!!! GRRR... I swear I could burst into flames right now.

Today is just not the day to talk about anything. I just suck!!! period. Yeah as I have foresee this, when my Boss is not around... my department always will get bloody busy. 1st, one person from the Finance department ask me to retrieve a file. Fine, so I asked her. How old is the file? She reply is a 1998 file. Then I was like dumb folded... speechless I was but then I can't offend this person which I would like to call her "so called very important in the company" I told her that is not that easy to retrieve old files. As they are stored in backup tapes. So I have to succumb to retrieve that file for her... so tomorrow I have to dig the dirt up and help her look for those files again... bah!!!

I can't rant much now, is part of my J.O.B... bah!!!

Yeah I like to be spoon feed!!! yes I am. BUT I'm in the process of getting this over with. Why you ask? Well to tell you the truth, is all thanks to my best friend now. He helped me a lot, show me and tell me all my weaknesses as well as ways to improve myself. I get mad very very quickly last time. But now... ill just hold my breath when I get mad. Think the most rational way to solve the problem or the fucking thing that just happen. Most important thing is... SMILE!!! yes SMILE!!! ha!!! is not that difficult to do, my friend once said... in fact is damn true. You use less muscle to smile then frown...

I'm afraid this habit of getting fumed/mad easily is one of the main reason now of me not getting someone special in my life... Why so? well once I get to know a person more... I tend to... erm... let her know my bad habits... well not to say bad habits but the other side of me... but once they hear that I was a hot headed buffoon last time... surprisingly... most of them when missing or erm... amazingly lost interest in me... so from now on ill just keep every single of this past to myself... BAH I already told you guys here... so what is the point on doing so right now...

AHAHAH!!!

Now I'm looking forward to this coming weekend... starting tomorrow onwards... what is it all about??? Well, I will tell you all about it tomorrow... as I going to do something that I'm am very much looking forward to be or work as a full time basis. (yeah... stop thinking about those stupid things... wtf I'm trying to say here??? you guys go figure. Sorry to be rude here =P ahahah!!!)

p/s: the promised pictures of my evirob figurines are not available... why? because I'm am seriously busy at the moment... ah the joy of getting it. The next thing you know... bam...!!! being labeled "fucking busy" sien...

Shh... What the fuck is this for???

Wait... brb... going to toilet...

Ah... ok I'm back, excuse me just now. Ok where was I... yeah today at work was just way over bored again. Was in "rush a job" mode, so I was at here and there at the office fixing and solving all the task handed by my boss. Oh tomorrow is on leave for the whole week... which means that those bloody top managers who hate us IT department will have the opportunity to bully the fuck out of us. But then again with my friend around, there should not be much problem around. Unless some problem just come up and say, "you're fucked!".

Yeah... I was like that the last few weeks back when my boss was away for an IT conference at Hong Kong. We were bullied like shit, and I nearly fuck up a MS SQL database when I try to update some replication program from a 1.2GB size to a 120MB... nearly 3yrs of data there... BUT... I manage to fix it up and look like brand new... phew that was close. I was that close of getting my ass fired and for the 1st time I felt that I really screw up a task handed to me... what a bummer...

So today me and my boss went thro the steps again and manage to update the program without any bloody shed... double phew again!!! So I stayed late at office again today, was reading someone blog entry's... and then suddenly my friend show me this e-mail he got from his friend...
The title of this e-mail he got was "Pembantu rumah di dera" or in english "maid being abuse"

I almost laugh my nuts off from this picture. But knowing that, is a mother carrying her own child. The true meaning of the picture. But then again... the caption given to the picture is just hilarious!!!. Yeah yeah... I stop laughing liao... sien...

Hmm... my friend is quite pissed now as I worte this blog entry. Just another "computer are not OK" time for him... I haven't see him getting so furious like this for sometime. The last time as I remember, was one of my office top management people who literally fuck him about his working standard. I can assure you that he is a 101% dedicated employee for any company... given he likes the J.O.B... ahahah... ok ler me going home now...


Here is another rant to my house developers...

FUCK YOU I.O.I Management!!! freaking rush Terrokom to install the phone line already. Is not that save to live at my place now at the moment!!! I WANT MY PHONE LINE!!!

Hurray!!!

Guess what... luck is just on my side today. =') I have manage to get my hands on the evirob Kubrick Series 1 collection!!! What more could you ask. I though it's going to be hard for me to complete this series. I have already estimated that if all goes according to plans, Ill should be able to get my hands on them soonest by next 2 more months.

But then... while I was window shopping just now... and then to my eyes, the set is on displayed at one of the comic character figurine shop =') thus I quickly told the shop assistant that I want to purchase it. Even though is a display unit. The condition of the evirob figurines are as almost new. Didn't bother to take it out later on... but my hands are now itchy, and want to open it up ='P eheheh... I MUUUSSSSTTTT REEEEESSSSIIIIIITTTTT THHEE TEMPTATION>>>

ARGGG!!! ROAR!!!

Sunday sunday,

w00ties, (yeah if you see this 8balls, I'm just borrowing it for awhile... muahahah!!!) spend some great quality time with my cyber friends yesterday. It's like been almost quite sometimes that we actually gather and head out to Low Yat Plaza (is a famous shopping mall/shopping center for IT enthusiast). Though computer are not as interesting like it use to, for me. None of the less, it will still remain as one of my main personal interest in my life.

Right now... I'm in a craze for those little figurines, i.e. those Gundam series, Spawn, Be@rbrick, Kubrick, Transformer, etc etc. Just to name a few. Now I'm starting my own collection of series from Kubrick. Already purchase the 3rd series set of 5 figurines out of the current 3 series released, and place an order for the 2nd series set. My friend told me is going to be very hard to buy the 1st series set now. Knowing that Kubrick only release these evirob series once a year. I happen to be some how behind on trying to catch up on getting the 1st set.

So hopefully I can manage to finish the other 2 series, didn't manage to take pictures of those evirob yesterday. Will post it up tomorrow. For those who don't know what the hell I'm taking about, click here.

Later on in the evening, me and my friend went for some TT session (Teh Tarik, a drink at local mamak stall/small coffee or tea stall). Missed that mamak stall for like almost 1-2 months or so, and it has the best teh o ais (plain iced tea) around the USJ area. Well for me I think they are the best there =P. Had 2 cups of it... man the taste of the tea in my tongue brought back the memories that we had experience in our gang at that time. So good to be back again with the gang. Now if you excuse me, I have to get myself ready for lunch. Oh by the way, today's Monday SUX B.I.G time for me, so what else is new boy?

Aha ='P

Yes la... eheheh

Why am I so excited about??? nothing actually.

What do you mean "nothing"?

Nothing is nothing lor... as in zero, nil, nada, elek, mei you, tak ada, mou si.

But am really glad that I able to post something here today. 1st I like to thank those who is viewing my blog so far. Many thanks.

Yeah I'm at my lame office now, if not where else could I be? I won't spend a dime at local cybercafes at the moment. They are just worth my money just to post blogs there. =') there is a trend now, we only go cybercafes to "frag" as in Counterstrike or UT 2004, and some FT or BW.

Officialy no date again tonight (heck I been like this for quite sometime, so just suck up would YOU BOY!!! (@_@) ) I guess Ill just rot at home again after this... nothing much to do also. Maybe catch some sleep, since I have time now!!! lolz

Ok then... hope you guys enjoy your weekends. Hmm... school holiday starts as of today. I guess this is a sign of "no movies for a week" Ill explain this next week with some photos to prove my point here. Is so difficult to watch movies on school holidays in Malaysia.

Till then... Have a nice weekend.