The hardest thing to say...

Good bye? Well is not that I'm dying or something... (touch wood). I officially leaving my current company Synovate Sdn Bhd. I glad that I'm able to be a part of that company journey thru-out 3 years and 11 months. If I wasn't given the chance to work there, I won't be able to discover new friends as well as listen to advise that will change some courses in my life. I thank all my friends once again.

So where do I go from here? Greener pasture? Well I just hope that with my new work, I'm able to push on myself to be a better person. Heck a job with out challenge is just another stagnate paper weight.

See you again my friends. Ill still be around. Just SMS or e-mail me for makan-makan(eating session). Ill be there... If my new job doesn't tie me up that MUCH! =')

R&B, Trance or Dangdut sir?

It's been awhile since I indulge myself into KL club trance scenes. 1st problem is that, my usual party gangs were not at KL anymore. My friend, who I met at my office working as an intern continued her study at Australia. Missed her so much, I wish her all the best in her studies.

She missed half of her semester at her university due to an operation on her brain to remove a blood clot due to Cerebral thrombosis. Thou it's on the early stages, I'm still shock that she survived. I hope that god is on her side. But hey, I think she has to stop smoking... =).

ZOUK KL, a local club at Klang Valley. Was the place I were last night. They held the Heineken Thirst Asia Pacific Semi Final, and the winner was from Indonesia. They had a superb performance, eclipse over the Japanese woman DJ.

In which her England is bad, she really need an image consultant as well. Apart from her 13th years experience in DJ scenes, she really does need a major make-over on her self image. I was practically drunk, so the only way to get myself out of it was to dance. Thank god the music was right on my ear's "G" spot for trance music.

I dance thru out the remaining 3 hours, and now my legs from the knee onwards were numb. I glad that I've manage to get the alcohol out from my system, if not I'm not sure if I could drive myself home.

SO by this post on my blog, that means I'm saved and sound. I would like to thank all my friends for the company last night. Really enjoyed it, I can't wait for the next one... perhaps...

And then it was the next day...

Finally Friday the 13th May 2005 has passed. SO many things happen on that day, makes me look so bloody inferior to myself. I was so close to burst myself out into tears YET again. But manage to hold on and go thru the day.

Not sure what was the heck with this kind of feelings at the moment. Maybe I'm going to miss my friends and colleague when I leave my current company in precisely 10.5 days ( The 0.5 days is due to my HR department minus it out from my leaves. I personally ask them to do so). Been working for almost 3 years and 11 months on that company.

Bear witness the ups... and then totally down for the company management. Fucking demoralising for most of the staffs around. So... lets hope now this coming 10.5 days left, would be a good one worth to remember for the rest of my life.

Over Roger, Over and out...

Yeah, right... Miss communication always occurs. This is a two way event, not one but two. If this always happen to you at times which you least expected. You got a serious problems over there.

How to solve this issue?

Well I guess you can start to find out what is the problem, is it on my side? Or the other party? One way or the other. I always takes two to tango. Note to self:- MUST make sure myself take the initiative to make all the things clear to who ever I will have a conversation in the future... PIFF!!!