Erase and Rewind

Damn, didn't have enough sleep last night. This is all due to my bloody housing area having some electrical power failure. Didn't even sleep well last night. Reason, had this bloody "half awake dream" and was strangle by the neck by a don't know who woman/girl. It was surreal... I can even feel her fingers when I stop what she was doing to me!!! Anyone know how to interpreted this dream, please let me know...

I'm so freak out with this dream at the moment... Can't seem to get it of my mind... argg... What a way to start you day off... As usual... Bah!

Give me a reason!

Yeah, the reason that I have been missing for the past few weeks and also not updating my blog is simple. I have my own life to live for as well ='P. At the moment my life is so unclear, in my previous blog entry's I have mention that I will quit my current job. Now the problem is like this, whether is good or not for my future. I still have to go on with my life. Nothing can be whine about now. Ill just take everyday now as it comes, well maybe do a little thinking on what is the best job out there that I can venture in. Maybe writing, or get back the same kind of job that I'm in now. And I choose to do writing now, for some gaming magazine. Let see how will things turn out for me, yeah my England is still bad =P. So sue me! Eheheh. Alright then... cya in awhile... Perhaps another few more weeks... Or months... Before I update this blog... Again!!! =P

Take care to all who reads my blog, and peace on earth.